Wednesday, January 28, 2009

亲人

寻日年初二,返佐煤炭山,
见到班亲戚,表兄妹,故知然系会好高兴啦。
好快我地都大个晒了。。。。

我既童年好美好,好满足佴~
多谢上帝,多谢祢给我一对好父母。
希望每一个小朋友都有一个美好既童年,
无童年d小朋友都晤西觉得可惜架,
因为个d带住伤心同痛苦童年回忆既小朋友比你仲不幸,
凡事理当感恩佴吗 =)



年初三,
好多节目啊!~
去佐Uncle James度吃lunch,然后就Club 21。

那个Uncle James真系奇怪,
都明明结佐婚咯啦,仲好老喔!系可以做啊爷那个!
我希望系我自己啉太多,
真系晤好同我讲你不只当我系God's daughter甘简单啊,
我会癫咯!

年初二

新年快乐!新年蒙恩!
最紧要既系 身体健康!

刚刚岂Enn Jie屋企返来。
玩完牌返来。
今日赢佐好多,我岂个边玩得好开心,
笑得好开心,好灿烂。
但个心。。。。。。。。。。

省个礼拜无见了大家,好吗?

睇到Kerry,巨好像无么想笑,或者系无么想同我笑。??
对晤住,我知你可能觉得我骗佐你。。。。
虽然有d小差错,小讽刺,但系我依然保持笑容 =)
小事来既,明白就好 =)

好挂住你,我晤知我要晤要继续等。。。。
就希望你会稳到你自己要既幸福。。。。。

关丹旅程愉快~ 你、你地都要平安!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

你最近好不得空噢

依个时候我仲可以讲d乜野?

真系要话 都算了 很累了??
祢知我晤会。。。点概我可以甘傻?

你真系可以当乜野都无发生过?
你真系可以甘半天吊?
你真系可以。。?

你系未至少应该同我讲清楚d?
可以同我讲,
你其实晤再想钟意我,晤想因为同情我再喜欢我,
我宜家已经有喜欢的人。
或者。。
你系要我等,你讲清楚d 佴。
话要我等,话要我卑d时间你。。
话你其实仲钟意我。。
乜 钟意 依两个字好难讲么?

都晤系??
甘你至少sms 了。。

我晤要乜野新年短讯,你究竟明晤明啊??!!

点概你好像仲可以好轻松甘问我
'你最近好不得空噢?'

zoe。。zoe。。你好可怜。。。你好可怜啊。。。

点概d人都知因为你,所以我好少再出来,好少再饮茶。
难道你晤知?

晤好每次都系甘啦!甘样好痛苦。。
或者你卑我死快d,
你话晤西再等,我晤喜欢你了!!

你甘问我要点答你啊? 我晤知点答你。。。。

我再做晤到无事发生甘,
再做晤到岂人地面前点去再掩饰自己对你既感觉。
再晤可以好像以前甘。

你知晤知要岂喜欢你既女仔面前掩饰我自己系几难?
你又知晤知要岂喜欢你既女仔面前扮到无野甘鼓励她们系几痛苦?
你都晤知乜?你真系都晤知??!!
我一d都晤介意个五年!
我介意既系, 点解五年了,五年你都系甘!

上帝啊,
我晤知个日系晤系应该甘样。
我后悔,可能我继续掩饰比较好。
但系都系祢既旨意,你应许发生。
我晤知卑d乜野回应好,继续放在祷告里,
但我知,


有祢就够~!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

W.I.P



There's a night out to chill in WIP
after work in hartamas.
Had a long day before,
Paper work whole morning, off went accom
terry and ming yuen to HELP Uni.
Haagen Dazz after all then Hartamas for work.

Gang having CNY steamboat in the other hand.
Had tea session after i guess.
i didnt join, is so shame in me.
Perhaps i have no idea to speak,
or else 'll chat like a fool like usual...
ok..yes Lord. i miss him deadly =( !

CNY Family Reunion

Then cames to 24th of Jan, two days before CNY.

same old time, have big family dinner one day earlier this year
cos there was Aunty's Lunar birthday and
Chloe's and Ywai's birthday too.
Had theme of Seafood this year in a Selayang restaurant.

Before dinner,
Had a long shopping hours with terry and sis, jean and yvette.
ok, i am broke now.
Got pair of Lacoste shoes + Kose herbal mask + Hinz's march bday pressie
night ended up played Mahjong in Carey babe's house.


Sunday morning, 25th of Jan, 1 day before CNY.
Didn't went to church for service. Couldn't woke up early,
up late with mahjong yesterday. Bryan Lee playing PIANO this Sunday!!!
O Lord, sorry again. I am bad. = (
i'll be there tommorrow for CNY service!!

Noon out with Jyun, Rachel, Enn Jie and Bryan Lee! =P to 1U.
i would be happy i supposed yet i knew i was not.
Thanks Lord, i knew he is not The One.

Home Reunion dinner in eldest Uncle's house.
Next Supper Club off we go.
I do not like the place honestly after all!!
Thanks Lord, now i confirmed that he is not!!

Home late at 3, wayne texted.
I'll be all right bro tho i know it may takes times.
Happy Chinese New Year 2009!
YOU too.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Ellie

Was out whole day after manipedicure with Ellie whom i just met when work.
Get back at 9.30pm. Supposingly on work tonight but May called, the event postponed.
ok.today your so lazy Zoe cos you cancelled the tuition class.
Same same la gonna replace it tomorrow..

LEI KA SENG off i go with siss in Christ. SM + TH

Your not going KUANTAN for this CNY zoe?
yeah, just too much in mind.
there's always popped in and out
when all alone with anything.

back to Ellie, she bought a lots today cos for the game =)
She bought 2 Polo T for Patrick, Bras, Shoes etc..
ended up total RM300 something
Blossom flower we guess = 2009 , 3888, 2601
Bless us God..ahaha Trip to MACAU wei!

Thou your so upset now, but you've promised
2009 you'll do better
+ cares everyone with no returns for
those who hates me do
+ back to youth
+ jinjang babies
+ piano lesson
+ salsa lesson
+ studies
+ Prayers
+ love muh family, Mom and Dad specially

hope everything fine with everyone in the world
and there is no more abusement nor violet cases
no pollution no natural disaster pls God..tats too sad!


Thursday, January 22, 2009

五年后的日记

五年后再回到日记
和当年开始的

心情, 目的, 人物
一样 都没差

为什么祢总是这么奇妙
祢总要我承认。。
就不能出乎预料?

而他依然还是这样。。。

很疲惫了,无法不想
感觉距离是那么的近,而实是遥远
可惜是没把美好的做终点。

就只想周游列国。。离去原地

五年后的日记,可以就简单开始吗?

Monday, January 19, 2009

属于

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
.
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧
为什么 不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊