YOU knew i am lost..

i didnt attend to the service finally...
fell sleep on the bed after morning bath
and so the dancing class cos the shaft of the steering broken,
tyres control no longer functioning...
God bless i was not in Highway nor high speeding...if not i
probably have met him now=P

honestly, i knew it earlier i'll get myself in lost.....

i should not have leave u far, Lord....
i'm hating myself!!! i'm rubbish...
i knew yet i did!!
i wan You back..Lord, may i come close again...

Life is happy yet meaningless now
cos i've taken You away for few months..
thanks you cos i know ur still with me...
and You always do...so am i....Waking me up tenderly..

i will not like to be like this anymore,
u let me know well wat i needed the most..and i knew
forgive me in jesus name...i'm still me..

i want youth, i need prayers, i'll go for devotion..Lord, God almighty~